"We missed our chance to see our fate"

Seriously? U r talking about it now, when there are hundreds of miles and thousands of days between us? U stayed silent when u were living, when I was crying days and nights in my empty room, when I couldn't see a difference between days - all this time u didn't even send me a word, not a fucking single word.

I used to think you were my fate. Actually, I still consider it to be true - there were no one I could see when you were around, all I had in my thoughts were u. U're still staying in me, but not in my heart anymore - in my head. And I care for u, always have, always will. But now you are somebody that I used to know.